"Lolita fashion in Newfoundland": Petticoats

The petticoat, in my opinion is the most important aspect of a lolita outfit. Without it, you can not achieve that "cupcake" or "bell shaped" silhouette that makes this fashion so unique.

It`s quite hard to find anything loliable here in St.John`s. I often shop at Thrift stores to find my things. The only thing I feel is very hard to find is a decent petticoat. I have three petticoats. Two are American Apparel, and one is from a costume store. I really like my AA pettis, because they`re made of a nice fabric and are both very soft. The only thing is, the multi-layered petti is too short for lolita skirts.
 Neither of them are really voluminous enough on their own. In lolita fashion, your petticoat should not be visible at all, also, Skirts that are more than 2-3 inches above the knee (depending on the substyle) are too short to be considered lolita. Here are some shots of a lolita-inspired outfit of mine:

So I wear my shorter one for more lolita-inspired outfits and the longer one with my knee length dresses and layer it over my shorter ones . I like the amount of volume my costume petticoat gives me. It`s made of a stiff fabric, and gives quite a bit of poof when I layer it. The thing I don`t like about it is that I have to turn it inside out after each use so it doesn`t deflate. It`s also kind of scratchy.  But for $22, I couldn`t turn it down
There is a place down town that sells longer A-line Petticoats. However, they are made by Hell Bunny. This means that they're more of a 50's "Swing-Style", which are much longer than most lolita skirts (even classic).
I haven't tried their pettis under any of my dresses yet. They are decently priced, so I may invest in one. I've been looking for a nice A-line petti for a while for a lovely skirt I bought a few years ago. I was looking at a Black Hell Bunny Petticoat last month. They seem to be great quality. I may have to wear it higher on my waist or even fold down the waist band to make it slightly shorter.

(On a side note, my boyfriend actually bought me the Hell Bunny "Courtney Coat", which is perfect because it actually accommodates even my puffiest outfits. However, I feel like the lace may give off and "ita" vibe. I may replace some of it. It's not scratchy really. And it's hardly noticeable. It's a softer raschel lace. Which I don't mind at all. I may have to get a second opinion on it. But it's still probably my favorite piece of clothing in my wardrobe)

Needless to say, I will probably get a new petticoat online for cheap. I've read reviews on the Classical Puppets and Dear Celine's pettis seem like my best bet. Once I save a bit of money, I'll buy a few brand pieces. But for now, I'll have to keep my eyes peeled for some more loliable clothing.

Personal Update

I decided against going to school today. I'm not exactly in the best mood, I thought if I went I would only be a bother. I really have to fuck off with all this procrastinating, I know.

Anyway, I'm going out with Lauren and Jeff tonight, which is always a lot of fun. I haven't seen them in a while so It'll be nice to spend some time with them. I'd really like to spend more time with my friends in general. I always really enjoy myself and they cheer me up when I feel crappy. Unfortunately I really haven't been hanging out with anyone lately. I don't really know why. I feel like it's a combination of things. I always want to spend time with my friends from MUN, but sometimes I feel like Nick really doesn't want me to, or he doesn't want to go. I can't explain it. It kind of makes me feel isolated sometimes. It can be frustrating, but I think nick is coming around. They're all such awesome people. I know he'd get a long with them.
Also, I've been kind of broke lately. like super poor. I really have to save my money.
but over all, my mood hasn't been the best. I just feel tired and sluggish all the time. I've been having pretty poor self esteem issues. Nick has been great though. He really does make me feel better about myself. I just don't want him to feel like I'm feeling this way because of him, because it isn't his fault. I've been like this for most of my adolescent life. It's not as if this is something new for me.
Maybe I'm just hormonal or something. but probably not. I don't think my uterus has anything to do with this.

I've been told many times that I'm not being a burden to anyone. But I really can't help but feel that way sometimes. I don't want to get in the way or be annoying. I don't want them to feel obligated to invite me places. I know I'm probably just making all this shit up in my head to make everything more understandable for me. I just don't see how anyone could genuinely want to be around me lately. I'm not interesting or "cool". In my opinion anyway. Ugh. Someone make me pancakes. 

City and Colour and New Yummy Purchases

Yesterday I made a few purchases while I was out with my boyfriend. My first find were these amazing jeans that I found at a vintage/ consignment shop that I frequently visit. They’re extremely comfortable, and the denim is super soft. I like the light wash a lot. There are some cool details as well. :3

I love the little leather heart on the right pocket. So cute.

There are really cool zippers on the back of the legs too.

The button on the front is really interesting as well. It looks like a dial on an electric guitar.

Back pockets:

We also went to a candy store called “Freak Lunch Box”. They have a huge selection of candy and confectionery, as well as clever novelty items. There is another candy store in the area called “The Candy Bouquet”, which is also quite good. But Freak Lunch box has a lot more variety, and you can also buy most of the candy in bulk. I bought $15.65 Worth of candy.

Pocky, a Cadbury “flake” bar, A Sugar Daddy, Strawberry Milkshake whoppers and a TON of chocolate covered almonds.

No regrets though. I love my sweets.

As you probably already know, I went to see City and Colour last night as well. My boyfriend was kind enough to also buy me a t-shirt from the merch table.  
; u ;
This was the one I chose:

 

Nick bought a limited edition shirt and a Little Hell record as well. I think he’ll be getting a record player for his birthday next month. This may be the start of a vast collection of vinyl. 

Concert and Other News

Hello! I haven't posted on here in a a looong time! I've been in a bit of a rut lately. Also, I post more frequently on my tumblr. So if you're not already following me there, please check out my tumblog!

I'll be seeing City and Colour with my boyfriend tonight. I'm so excited!! Ah~~!
I'm a huge fan of Dallas Green. I'll probably be bawling the whole time. I've always felt connected to his music. Maybe it'd how he writes his lyrics, or perhaps it's because I started listening to him when I was going through a tough time in my life. I'm not sure.

Nick and I are going to chill out down town before the show, maybe visit some local shops and have dinner. :)
I'm stoked. Even though our seats are kind of far back, I don't mind. If I can hear his voice, I'll be completely happy.

I haven't been on here in a while!

Hello everyone! How are you all? :)
Sorry I haven't been posting in a while. It seems as if I've been in a rut these days. I've been procrastinating with my school work (as usual).
Christmas is so close! I have to start my shopping if I want to get it done in time. Christmas shopping is my favorite things about the holidays! I love the feeling of finding a gift that I know someone will like!
I feel like baking a lot around this time of year too. I might bake a cake with my boyfriend soon!
Nick and I cook a lot together. We both really enjoy it :)

I Went On a Date With My Boyfriend

and picked up some very cute things! I found a lovely tea pot on sale for 75% off. I only paid $7.00 for it!!
I also found some cute hair accessories and a pair of floral-lace tights! It's pretty hard for me to find hair accessories that suit me because I have such short hair. But, I managed to find these two rosette clips for about $9.00.

this is what they look like in my hair:

I think They'll look pretty cute in a classic co-ord. Maybe with a bigger bow with some pearls. :)

The tea pot I bought has a really "rustic" feel to it, which I like. It's pretty big too! I suspect that it can make about 6 cups of tea.

The weekend is so close!

I've been feeling a bit lazy lately. I just want to sit around all day and draw. I haven't done a serious piece of art work in such a long time. It feels as if I've been in this "haze" that I can't seem to escape from.
I have all these ideas swirling around in my brain but the second I go to put in on paper, it slips away. It's really frustrating.
on another note, I'm thinking about making a lolita wishlist, so I can keep track of the things I need and get an idea on how much I'll have to save. That way I can put aside money for tuition fees for school and paying off my student loan.